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yeah.. its been a while since last time i made a journal to update everything at here. and i know... i'm still not able to become more active at here due to my RL problems. orz
firstly.. i know its very very late. but thank you so much for all birthday wishes at here. even i'm not receive GA as much as last year, but i'm still so happy..also in my birthday i have a great party with some of my friends from indonesian RP community in facebook. we're eat and doing karaoke that day.. and one of my old best friend give me a very very unexpected gift. she give me a pen tablet... she hope it can encouraging me in finish my college. fell like i want to cry that time, but i'm still not using that pen tablet till now.. i promise with her i'll start using that tablet when my college final task is finish or at least 80% done.
another late greetings is, "happy new year" and "happy chinese new year". thats all. (lol)
about my RL... everything is not much better than last time i updating my journal. but finally... after i get some advices from my facebook friends.. i tell my parent about my situations right now... how desperate i am.. how lonely i am... and yeah, i know they are my parent... and they feel so sorry for my situations. and then they said.. i can do anything from now... if i need to finish the college, then its better for me to quit from job, and about the money.. they will try to sustain my college fee.
its make me feel so happy, but on the other hand i feel so scared... i know my family doesn't have that much money, I'm afraid to disappoint them again. its a big decision to quit from my current job. so i take a decision i'm still working at here until march or april. i'll save my money for the college fee and the other needs. i've calculate my fee until march.. and yeah its enough for me. but once again... another problems is coming. my city have a big flood disaster lately (you can search lots of jakarta flood article in google). and my workplace/store is in one of the most fatal area. everything is destroyed... so, i only work for 10days in january.. and no working in february. and my fee is counting from how much day i'm working in one month (yeah.. its daily fee). they said my store will start operate again in march... but i need to quit from this job in march and concentrate in my college. i don't have any money to sustain my life after i quit from this job.
but naaaah... its enough, i'm sick with something what we call "desperate and give up". i find another way... i start opening local IDR commission in facebook, its not pretty much but its help me so much. so i think... if i need to change.. i need to be brave to take this big decision. quit from this job and concentrate in my college.
somehow i think its not too late for me to make a big decision in my life, i'm still 22 YO.. i know i have lots of potential in me. i'm talkative, I like to compete, i like challenge, i'm smart, i'm pretty.. (okay, you can call me narcissistic now lol). its just... that time i saw people around me is already one step in front of me. well i don't know if i'm such a perfectionist person or not... but in that situations.. when my family is totally broke and i fail to finish my college in time, i feel like i lost my life.
but now... i'm fine, i'll start again from zero, i know its not too late for me. there's so much people love me out there. you never be alone in this world... people can not live alone, they always need each other. so thank you so much guys for being with me at here. thank you so much for all encouragement comment/notes. i never thought that some people still remembering me and put a comment or notes asking about my current situation.
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Current Residence: indonesia, jakarta Favourite genre of music: ballad rock, jazz, soul, anime/ game soundtrack Favourite style of art: manga, surealism, gothic Favourite cartoon character: edward elric, orihara izaya, all of junjou romantica's character Personal Quote: if nobody's perfect, then hi.. my name is nobody..